2008 happened so fast, it was like it never existed to me at all.
Everything happened to me that year - everything bad, that is. It has left me finding myself standing on my own two feet, looking at the world through what once was a little girls eyes... Guess what. I've opened them. I've seen the world for what it's worth. It's not worth a lot, obviously. This year brought upon so many obstacles it was hard to breath at times. Even though those times were like hell, and i saw the people around me change. Those around me hurt. Those around me leave. I'm happy it all happened... i've learnt a lot!
I've hurt too much last year, more than anyone knows. I've lost myself too many times, more than i let it show. I kept it to myself for too long.
2009 is going to be MY year.
P.S. For all my LJ homies. I am not going to wish you all a happy new year.
I don't want you to tell me you're happy. I want you to fucking show me you're happy.
I don't want you to tell me anything this year. I want you all to fucking show me.